In urban culture especially, looks carry weight. Image matters. The person you’re with becomes part of your presentation. It’s not just about connection! It’s about how the two of you look walking into a spot together, how the photos hit on social, how people react when they see you as a couple.

Maybe I'll purchase some cute undies, possibly a new wig, and definitely some silk or satin sheets. I certainly deserve it after working over 60 hours last week for Mark Baiada and only managing about 8 hours for my personal dreams. Ugh, Let me stop before I piss myself off!

Yesterday was my day of transparency, so I decided to contact everyone via phone calls or texts to share the recent thoughts I've had about them. I was weary of dwelling on repetitive thoughts, didn't want to make biased judgments, and didn't feel like ignoring that persistent gut feeling.